Sunday, June 8, 2014
32 weeks and counting down
I have been spared (if you can use that word) a worry-free pregnancy by all that came before this pregnancy as well as hearing about the trials of friends' reproductive experiences. I can say that I am less worried than I was in the first and second trimester, but it definitely hasn't gone away. I also can't relax completely and be 100% thrilled for my friends and acquaintances announcing their pregnancies. A friend recently announced they were expecting and I was so excited for them, but there's always a voice at the back of my mind going, "I hope everything goes well. I hope they don't have any problems." I wish that I could be worry-free about my and others' pregnancies, but that isn't my reality. If I am blessed with a second (or fifth if you're counting) pregnancy after Teddy, I know I will fret much of the time, and I guess that will be ok. It will have to be.